Me on 23rd Aug

Have you ever had a feeling that the whole world is going to come tumbling. Its a disastrous feeling that I'm having tight now. Not sure of the actual reason but I've been feeling down for the past few days.

Wonder what's wrong? Can't seem to think of an answer or perhaps too many things are on my mind till I can't pin point what's the matter! After the last weeks paranormal thing that I expected, I've been on my toe. Who should I speak to when no one is available when I need them.

Plus I've been making silly mistakes at work which obviously not gaining me any popularity with my vicious boss. My mind doesn't feel at ease at all. Or is utter my heart. The loneliness is killing me but then we I think about it, I feel like I should stay single. The marriage stories that I'm hearing is not at all comforting.

I've been meditating for the pastvfew weeks. Guess it helps me a little from turning me into total lunatic. Is itvtrue that god will test you when you start to meditate by chanting? Seems like I've been having problems after I started. Paranoid? Maybe. The last time this happened, I stopped meditating. I'm not stopping this time. Why jump into a conclusion?

Time will tell..Test